Read Jaycee Lee Dugard's Own Words From Captivity
Posted on Feb 12, 2010 @ 06:20AM

It was revealed in court papers Thursday that Jaycee Lee Dugard kept a secret diary during the 18 years she was held captive in a backyard dungeon by Phillip and Nancy Garrido. The diary reveals insight into Dugard's terrifying ordeal and also shows Jaycee's obviously confused and conflicted feelings towards her captors.
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On July 16th 1993 Dugard wrote, "I got [a cat] for my birthday from Phil and Nancy....They did something for me that no one else would do for me, they paid 200 dollars just so I could have my own kitten."
COURT DOCUMENTS: Read Excerpts From Jaycee Lee Dugard's Secret Diary
An entry on September 5th 2003 reads, "I don't want to hurt him...sometimes I think my very presence hurts him...so how can I ever tell him how I want to be free. Free to come and go as I please....Free to say I have a family. I will never cause him pain if it is in my power to prevent it. FREE.”
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On July 5th 2004 Dugard wrote, "It feels like I'm sinking. I'm afraid I want control of my life...this is supposed to be my life to do with what I like...but once again he has taken it away. How many times is he allowed to take it away from me? I'm afraid that he doesn't see how the things he says makes me a prisoner...why don't I have control of my life! I feel I can’t even be sure my thoughts are my own...”
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Phillip and Nancy Garrido face a total of 29 charges including kidnapping, rape and false imprisonment.















She WAS threaten by these two horrible people all the time,plus .L.Dugard was a prisoner being watched 24/7..I HATE them..I'm glad she was found alive,and i know her parent was sooo happy to see her...
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 11:09am
Why is she named Jane Doe in the court papers?
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 5:54am
It's standard for rape victims in CA - seemingly, a legal formality in this case.
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 11:30am
It is such a horrid story it still gives me chills. I truly hope she can find peace in her life.
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 2:20am
I WAS ABUSED AS WELL IN MANY OF THE SAME WAYS. BUT I WASN'T KIDNAPPED AND I COULD HAVE RAN AWAY BUT I WAS A CHILD AND I WAS TO SCARED TO RUN AND IT WAS MANY YEARS LATER BEFORE I REALIZED IT WAS WRONG
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 1:27am
WHEN YOU ARE A CHILD BEING ABUSED LIKE THIS IT IS HARD TO KNOW WHO TO TRUST AND WHO NOT TO TRUST SO YOU TELL YOURSELF TO TRUST NO ONE AND THAT ALONE KEEPS YOU TRAPPED
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 1:29am
Very sad and sorry to hear that happened to you angela_fay - nothing like that should EVER happen to a child - thank you for sharing a bit and giving us some insight. I hope nothing but good for you, for the rest of your life. ( :
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 11:27am
A strong and courageous woman. I am glad she is free now and so are her children. I hate that they have to live with the past and how this slime victimized her and her children. God will make him pay, he will have to answer to his deviance!
Posted Fri, 02/12/2010 - 12:15am
This girl is a VICTIM! Its disgusting that a site like ROL is profiting from distributing excerpts from her diary to the world. Shame on ROL. God Bless Jacey and her family.
Posted Thu, 02/11/2010 - 11:20pm
If I was her mom I would ________________________His sorry SOB AZZ...Why people like him are allow to live after they are caught & guilty as sin,plus the taxpayers paying for his sin as well I will never understand....
Posted Thu, 02/11/2010 - 10:06pm