Joe Bodolai, a former Saturday Night Live writer who worked on the hit film Wayne's World, was found dead in a Los Angeles hotel room of an apparent suicide, and RadarOnline.com has exclusively learned that those who knew him are not surprised that he took his own life.

Not only did Joe, 63, post an eerie blog titled If This Was Your Last Day Alive What Would You Do? just three days before his death, but his friend and actress Sarah Hyland, (not the Modern Family actress) says the depressed writer had expressed similar thoughts to her through letters in the past as well.

"Joe did show signs of depression through the years we had worked together...so, no, it is not a huge surprise," Sarah told RadarOnline.com.