Taylor Armstrong's estranged husband, Russell Armstrong's memorial service is on Wednesday, and the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills star is “dreading” seeing his family, RadarOnline.com can exclusively report.

Russell was found hanging in his friend's Mulholland Drive, Los Angeles, home last Monday, and his death has been ruled a suicide.

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Taylor has been holed-up in her Bel Air Crest rental house with her daughter, Kennedy since the tragedy.

"Taylor is absolutely dreading seeing Russell's parents, and the rest of his family,” a source close to the situation tells RadarOnline.com. “She feels that they all hate her, and that they blame her