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Lindsay Lohan's Secret Diary Reveals She Was In Love With Heath Ledger


Posted on Dec 07, 2011 @ 08:00AM - 64 comments

By Radar Staff

Many mysteries still surround Heath Ledger's 2008 death but a personal diary that Lindsay Lohan kept holds deep-rooted secrets, Star magazine is exclusively reporting via RadarOnline.com.

Many mysteries still surround Heath Ledger's 2008 death but a personal diary that Lindsay Lohan kept holds deep-rooted secrets, Star magazine is exclusively reporting via RadarOnline.com.

In a world exclusive, Star has obtained the private memoir of the 25-year-old actress penned at the time of the Brokeback Mountain star's death in which she professed her love for the actor.

“Today Heath died,” Lindsay wrote with a pink pen on January 22, 2008. “I’m in love with him…. He was the love of my life. He taught me so much, and he was everything I’ve ever wanted and more.

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Acid Attack Survivor Katie Piper: ‘I Have Learned To Love My Face Again’


Posted on Nov 17, 2011 @ 12:00PM - 10 comments

By Radar Staff

Katie Piper, a British beauty who was severely disfigured in an acid attack from an ex-boyfriend in March 2008, has released excerpts of the diary she's kept throughout her brave and remarkable recovery, which has encompassed 112 operations and extensive skin grafts.

Katie Piper, a British beauty who was severely disfigured in an acid attack from an ex-boyfriend in March 2008, has released excerpts of the diary she's kept throughout her brave and remarkable recovery, which has encompassed 112 operations and extensive skin grafts.

The diary details the odyssey Piper has been through, going from a runway model to the famous victim of a cruel and unusual attack, prior to her incredible comeback — and RadarOnline.com has her story.

Piper wrote in May 2008, just two months after the attack, that her psychologist recommended she keep a picture diary to chart her progress through the months and years ahead.

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Read Jaycee Lee Dugard's Own Words From Captivity


Posted on Feb 12, 2010 @ 06:20AM - 18 comments
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It was revealed in court papers Thursday that Jaycee Lee Dugard kept a secret diary during the 18 years she was held captive in a backyard dungeon by Phillip and Nancy Garrido. The diary reveals insight into Dugard's terrifying ordeal and also shows Jaycee's obviously confused and conflicted feelings towards her captors.

SHOCKING PHOTOS: See Inside The Home Of Phillip And Nancy Garrido

On July 16th 1993 Dugard wrote, "I got [a cat] for my birthday from Phil and Nancy....They did something for me that no one else would do for me, they paid 200 dollars just so I could have my own kitten."

COURT DOCUMENTS: Read Excerpts From Jaycee Lee Dugard's Secret Diary

An entry on September 5th 2003 reads, "I don't want to hurt him...sometimes I think my very presence hurts him...so how can I ever tell him how I want to be free. Free to come and go as I please....Free to say I have a family. I will never cause him pain if it is in my power to prevent it. FREE.”

Jaycee’s Dad Reveals His Plan For Revenge Against Kidnapper

On July 5th 2004 Dugard wrote, "It feels like I'm sinking. I'm afraid I want control of my life...this is supposed to be my life to do with what I like...but once again he has taken it away. How many times is he allowed to take it away from me? I'm afraid that he doesn't see how the things he says makes me a prisoner...why don't I have control of my life! I feel I can’t even be sure my thoughts are my own...”

VIDEO INTERVIEW: Jaycee’s Biological Dad Breaks Down, Wants To Be In Her Life

Phillip and Nancy Garrido face a total of 29 charges including kidnapping, rape and false imprisonment.

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Jaycee Lee Dugard's Heartbreaking Secret Diary


Posted on Feb 11, 2010 @ 06:50PM - 11 comments
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It was revealed in court papers Thursday that Jaycee Lee Dugard kept a secret diary chronicling her darkest moments and fears during her time held captive by convicted rapist Phillip Garrido.

COURT DOCUMENTS: Read Excerpts From Jaycee Lee Dugard's Secret Diary

El Dorado County Deputy District Attorney James Clinchard revealed details of the diaries in response to an outrageous request by Garrido’s lawyers to find out the secret location Dugard and her two daughters have been living since their release from captivity. Clinchard was emphatic that Dugard does not want any contact with Garrido, and accused the alleged abductor of being “a master manipulator” something Clinchard said was exemplified by the entries in Dugard’s journal.

Jaycee Lee Dugard Applies For Birth Certificates For Daughters

The heartbreaking diary entries give insight into Dugard’s obviously fragile and confused mental state at that time. In one entry, on September 5th 2003, six years before Phillip and Nancy Garrido were charged with Dugard’s abduction, she wrote, "How can I ever tell him how I want to be free?"

Another entry from September 2003 said,  "I don't want to hurt him. … Sometimes I think my very presence hurts him. … So how can I ever tell him how I want to be free? Free to come and go as I please. … Free to say I have a family. I will never cause him pain if it's in my power to prevent it. FREE!"

PHOTOS: Inside the Garrido Home

In another entry, on July 5, 2004, Jaycee wrote, "It feels like I'm sinking. I'm afraid I want control of my life. . . . This is supposed to be my life to do with what I like . . . but once again he has taken it away. How many times is he allowed to take it away from me? I am afraid he doesn't see how the things he says makes me a prisoner . . . Why don't I have control of my life! I feel I can't even be sure my thoughts are my own."

PHOTOS: Jaycee Lee Dugard’s Sick Backyard Prison

The motions are scheduled to be heard in court on Feb. 26.

Garrido and his wife Nancy are charged with abducting Dugard when she was 11-years-old and keeping her captive as a sex slave in a backyard dungeon for 18 years. Dugard gave birth to two daughters from Garrido during her time as a prisoner.

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